tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1316046619796486404.post3835794639601072514..comments2023-04-13T07:09:10.410-05:00Comments on Being Bella: wantingBellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07068999944286859629noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1316046619796486404.post-65986566633073924482011-06-29T23:53:07.310-05:002011-06-29T23:53:07.310-05:00Cate and I have been pondering somewhat similar qu...Cate and I have been pondering somewhat similar questions. We know we have it really good in many ways, but at the same time there are other things we know we need to have to be truly happy. I've come to be convinced that it's the courage to make those things happen that I need to find. Not because those things are particularly huge or scary, but because they mean we have to let go of some of the other things we know are already pretty good. Trading pretty good to better is a scarier proposition than adding better to pretty good.<br /><br />I have no idea if this relates in any kind of way to what you're feeling. Sometimes we're just... blue, mellow, and it's OK. The wind of life and time blows in all directions, sometimes up, and sometimes down. It doesn't mean anything really, other than that you're alive. Only dead things are static.<br /><br />From what you write on your blog, it sounds like you have it really good with your hubby, your work, your health, your sex life. Your life appears to be better than pretty good. I do envy you sometimes when I read you. Love your self-deprecating humor and apparent nonchalance.<br /><br />Live it up.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1316046619796486404.post-63539679814490497072011-06-23T12:39:30.513-05:002011-06-23T12:39:30.513-05:00the never ending wanting gets me down every now an...the never ending wanting gets me down every now and agian, then when you think you might loose what you already have its impossible to remember why you wanted so much in the first place.<br /><br />However, I want you ;)Hhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12495248797047063852noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1316046619796486404.post-8280731076231995442011-06-22T18:57:22.259-05:002011-06-22T18:57:22.259-05:00Sometimes it's like we're the same person,...Sometimes it's like we're the same person, just in different locations. I've decided to learn to enjoy my city and what it has to offer since I'm stuck here for awhile.Carrie Oakiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06738339789135474179noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1316046619796486404.post-17654213259024023332011-06-22T00:16:16.069-05:002011-06-22T00:16:16.069-05:00I am so there with you on everything Just looked ...I am so there with you on everything Just looked at someones blog of them getting to live in Hawaii. What the hell?! <br /><br />Anywhere but here would be nice but yet we do it. Hopefully something exciting will come upSBhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00706798245902347497noreply@blogger.com