Thursday, October 28, 2010

so many posts, so little time

The last several days have been a bit of a whirlwind (in a good way) in my "real life" but you should know that I've been faithfully posting here in my mind! Really.

Stay tuned for discussions of the ongoing burlesque saga, my first sex toy review, maybe some angsty stuff, a halloween costume, my conclusions to the Vegas fun, and I'm pretty sure a lady in red is going to show up at some point.

G'night.
xoxo,
Bella

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Brunch in Vegas, Sex for Dessert

This was probably the shortest trip to Vegas in the history of trips to Vegas, but also one of the hottest since we were there with our friends, so I'm definitely counting it as a win. For my recount of the first part of our trip, read this.

Day 2...we played tourist. We met up for a very expensive buffet downstairs at our hotel. Very Expensive. And Mr. Man and I didn't even get the champagne option. I could have purchased a kick ass pair of shoes with what that buffet cost! Although, I have to say, it was sooooooo yummy! I ate and ate and ate. Oh Vegas, you are not good for my belly fat.

After eating a new pair of Jimmy Choos breakfast/brunch we wandered around, checked out the Bellagio, the Venetian, chatted and people watched. The ever thoughtful C-Man had arranged for a limo tour that night so we returned to our rooms to get fancied up for our evening of more sightseeing. Mr. Man and I go up to their room for some reason, I don't remember why. I also don't remember why my wallet was left in their room....I do remember that I "had" to go back up and get it and ended up in bed yet again with a naked M and C-Man. Don't you just hate it when that happens? Yeah, me neither.

This is when I get some girl time with M. Oh my. Girl can kiss. Girl can lick pussy too. I am a lucky lady. M pleasured me for a nice long time while C-Man kissed me and tortured my nipples and breasts. And I mean tortured in a good way. I do like it somewhat rough at times and oh my...happy sexy shivers when I think back... M decided to take advantage of the huge tub and get a head start on becoming even more gorgeous for the evening's activities. C-Man and I, well, we fucked. Its still a bit surreal to be with another man. However, I like surreal.

I will admit that after this session I was feeling a bit guilty that I had been having all the fun so far and Mr. Man hadn't been with M yet. Sure, he'd fucked me the night before but he can do that any ol' time. So I was happy to find out that M had big plans for Mr. Man for later that night....

A post on the conclusion to our weekend still to come. But for now, kisses and spankings!

xoxo,
Bella

Monday, October 18, 2010

now where is that feather boa?

I mentioned in a prior post that in a moment of insanity I had signed up for a six week burlesque class. Sometimes I have a tendency to start things and not finish them so I wasn't sure how much to post about the class until I was sure I was going to actually go through with it. Well, I've been to three classes so far and there are only six total so I think I'm safely ensconced into the world of beginner hip rolls and shimmies.

However, let me just say that I kind of suck at this burlesque thing. As in, no coordination, no memory of steps after class so I can at least practice, no concept of timing, etc. Horrible I tell you. After the first class I couldn't decide whether to laugh or cry. I just didn't seem to "get" it. A little slow on the hip roll uptake so to speak. Even setting foot into a dance studio was a huge leap outside of my comfort zone. I played basketball in high school, which takes coordination for sure but I would have probably been better suited for dance if I'd been a cheerleader or one of those flag/baton chicks in band. But I was super proud of myself for showing up at all and vowed that I wouldn't quit, told myself that the first class would be the hardest, blah blah blah. All the shit you say when you're trying to convince yourself that you're not crazy for doing whatever it is.

After three classes I still suck, but I'm having more fun with it, that's for sure. I needed to loosen up, stop thinking so much, have FUN for fuck's sake. I'm getting there although I've refused to show anyone the routine we're working on until I feel more comfortable with it but I think I'll be at that point soon. Maybe. Don't hold your breath. Perhaps.

The routine is to "Whatever Lola Wants" which is a song I've always loved. It stays in my head for hours after class.



I'm not sure if I'll continue into the advanced classes or not. But I'm so glad I'm doing this and in my quest to check things off my bucket list and experience and try new things, this is a biggie. Now I'm off to practice my glove peels.

Goodnight.

xoxo,
Bella

Saturday, October 16, 2010

vegas, night 1

Why hello Las Vegas! Mr. Man and I got into Vegas about 9:15pm last Friday. Vegas time is 2 hours behind Central time so uh, yeah, we were already tired from a long day of traveling (we didn't have a nonstop flight) and the time change. But fuck, IT'S VEGAS right??? I wasn't planning on sleeping until I passed out anyway. The hotel was amazing, as many of them are in that town. We check out the gorgeous room, throw our stuff down and go meet up with our friends.

Its so nice to see them again. I really can't believe how lucky we are to have randomly found another couple that we like hanging out with so much, regardless of the sex. This second time feels much different. We already know each other quite well and have kept in touch since they came to visit us so we have a lot to talk about and are just freakin' happy to see each other. There aren't as many jitters on my part or those "I wonder if he'll like me" feelings. We head out to a mexican restaurant close by and catch up over a very late dinner and a drink. We meander around and take our time walking back to the hotel and up to their room to check out the view. Yeah right.

As M mentioned, we are all extremely tired. And lets face it, I'm old and am not used to staying up as late as I used to back in the day. I make myself comfy on their bed and C-Man begins to give me a lovely and relaxing foot rub. Score! An exhausted Mr. Man decides to head up to our room and get a head start on sleep (and according to M's post about Day 2, this was a smart move because he needed to save up his energy for her!) but I'm half asleep and perfectly content right where I am. M passes out next to me and C-Man and I begin to enjoy each other. I am not sleeping without some cock first.

C-Man handles my body so powerfully and I love his confidence in and out of bed. He took control just as I wanted and made me feel so fucking good. His tongue on my clit, his hands on my breasts and ass, his thick yummy cock in my slick wet pussy...and then there was the chair...Somehow we end up getting off the bed and across the room closer to the huge windows. C-Man sits in a chair and I'm on my knees with his cock in my mouth. But wait, there's more...then I'm fucking him. He's sitting, I turn around so my back is to his front and I sit on his cock. His strong hands on my hips guiding me up and down on his hardness. My hands on his knees, my breasts bouncing, head thrown back moaning with sheer pleasure. This is why I came to Vegas. To fuck in front of a huge picture window looking out onto The Strip.

Both exhausted, we say goodnight and I get somewhat dressed and head to my room, cum dripping out of my used up pussy. C-Man, is this the time you walk me to my room to make sure I can get in the door? I had major issues with doors on this trip people. They were not my friends and I couldn't figure out how to open any of them. But it would seem that my night is not yet over. Mr. Man is asleep. Or so I thought. I put on my nightie and climb into bed. Next thing I remember is Mr. Man fucking me. Hard and lustful. I  have just been fucked by two men within an hour. Gawd I love Vegas.

Replaying all of this has me aching to cum but Mr. Man is out. My new bullet vibe is about to get a workout.

Goodnight and sleep well.
xoxo,
Bella

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

between my legs

More from me soon on the sexy adventures in Vegas, but for now go check out our friend's first post on the shenanigans.

Monday, October 11, 2010

i would say this shit on twitter

but i deleted that account several months ago. so here's another quickie post to let you know i'm still around and am trying not to let this blog die.

we got back from vegas yesterday...and yes, it was just as fun and crazy and sexy as you'd hoped. i'll recap soon. really. i swear.

coming back to real life today has been such a downer and i'm battling the pms monster and the i-hate-my-job-monster and the i'm-so-behind-on-blogs-emails-and-comments monster. damn monsters.

in the meantime, here are my legs. woohoo.


goodnight.
xoxo,
bella

Friday, October 8, 2010

Happenings

I'm heading to Vegas with Mr. Man as we speak to meet up with C-Man and his lovely lady. And I had my first burlesque class last a few days ago. Much to write about both of those soon I'm sure!
Xoxo,
Bella

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

getting over myself

Ok, first of all, there are WAY more important things going on in the world than the little whine-fest in my prior post. I fully realize this, but I also am completely at peace with the fact that you are only getting one little slice of the whole on this blog that is me. So while my perspective may appear skewed from this piece of the ol' internets, rest assured, I'm not shallow enough to assume that my body image issues are anything short of petty and minor in the grand scheme of things. This is just my place to bitch about them. I have other blogs where I feed the hungry, adopt orphans and work towards world peace. Just wanted to get that disclaimer out of the way.

Secondly, wow, how do you people sleep at night with all of that LOGIC running rampant in your cute little brains???? I received a lot of astute comments, tough love, and emails from you guys and dammit if you don't make a lot of sense. I really hate it when that happens. I keed. I appreciate all of your thoughts and feedback on my little tantrum. Many of you made me think, made me look inward and made me approach the issue from different angles, so to speak. And while I don't have my sexy back completely, I know what I need to do to get it back, its just a matter of actually doing it. Implementation has always been my weakness.

I know that feeling good about myself comes from within (as many of you stated in different ways) and its up to me to foster self confidence and love myself. I know this. I need to reassess some things and refocus on being healthy, both for my physical self and in how I live my life and think about things in general. Its a battle and one that I tend to overthink, which has been my downfall in the past. Baby steps right? Less self-centeredness, more doing for others. Less "omg, she hurt my feelings", more "how can I build this person up". And lets face it, less chocolate, more elliptical.

Y'all are kind of awesome.
xoxo,
Bella