Thursday, July 1, 2010

holiday weekend of useless mental lists, blankness & a backview

Today was my Friday and I don't have to go back to work until fucking Tuesday! I don't know what to do with myself! Mr. Man is off tomorrow as well so we are going to spend the whole day together. Squeeeee! I do love me some Mr. Man time!

As I am prone to do, I make mental lists of all the things I want to get done when I have time off. If a third of the things get completed, someone alert the press because that is most definitely newsworthy. I'm not sure why I even bother to pretend that I'm going to get all my shit done. Just another game I play with myself I guess.


You know what's funny? I sit down here with a head full of stuff to say and when fingers hit keyboard, whoosh, it all goes away. Not that it was enthralling material or anything but still. It's frustrating. Although I do have a post brewing about my first experience with a glass dildo. (I'm a late bloomer, what can I say?) Anyway, I used to think that I wanted to be a writer but now that old dream kind of just makes me laugh. I don't think I have the sticktoitiveness or the chutzpah to make that a reality. Which is kind of sad really.

If I were a psychiatrist I would totally be my own case study.

Goodnight.
xoxo,
Bella

9 comments:

  1. I like that picture and am glad you get to spend a whole day with your man

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  2. Great butt, love the thong. Don't give up on being a writer, hell with an ass like yours, write a post from your ass's point of view.

    I'd love to read that.

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  3. I write the best posts when I'm away from the computer. Now if only I could remember them when I'm actually AT the computer!

    Get moving on that to-do list, mine's 1/2 done already ;-p

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  4. I always make lists of to-do stuff as well, but I write it down... and rarely make a third of it. So you're not alone.

    Nice ass, by the way. :)

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  5. Useless lists and blankness, the story of my spacy life lately. Have you been following me around?

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  6. Ha ha, yes the old "blank brain" syndrome. I had it the other day when....ummm....errr....nope, it's gone.

    By the way, will you post another photo of yourself in that green thong on March 17th? It would be most appropriate ;-)

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  7. I say screw the lists, it's a holiday weekend, so relax and enjoy the time with Mr. Man! I'm sure you two can find something more enjoyable to do than household chores (wink!).

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  8. Thanks for the shot of your rearview...it's a nice one.

    -H

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  9. LOVE the pic!!!

    The mental lists...yes, I make them too. But I always forget mine and then get horribly frustrated. Doh. I'm that person that has to write *EVERYTHING* down or forget it.

    xo

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