I'm writing this while in the bath. If it never gets posted it means I dropped my phone. But I guess there's really no need to state that since you'd never see it anyway. Whatever.
Right now Mr. Man and C-Man are laughing at some sitcom together in the living room. Hello Bizarro World. It's just one of many things that have happened over the last few days that strike me as only happening in someone else's reality, not my own.
I'm not complaining mind you, just reporting events. I've made some sexual discoveries this week. There has been some heavy collar and leash play for instance. I.Loved.This. I thought I would but you never know. My submissive self is intoxicating. Meaning, I went to another place in my mind and there was nothing but being dominated and losing myself to the sensations of being "taken" and pleasing someone I trust and care about. It was phenomenal. We had experimented a bit with the sub/dom stuff at the hotel during C-Man's last visit, but nothing like this. I am still processing how I feel about it and what it means but for now, suffice it to say, I'm into it.
Another thing that happened in Crazytown was this...C-Man is sleeping upstairs in a guestroom. I went to say "goodnight", we had amazing sex and I came downstairs to join Mr. Man in bed and we fucked as well. I felt like such a whore, in the most favorable and hottest sense of the word.
My bathwater is getting chilly. Time to dry off and see what the men are up to.