Post holiday

I hope you lovely people had a great holiday if you celebrate in any way. Christmas this year would have totally sucked were it not for my kid and her uninhibited joy. Seriously, thank god for her. I still haven't been able to see my family due to the health issues of a family member mentioned in a previous post. Hopefully soon but we'll see. Life is fragile. That's all I got.

Anyway, I'm glad to be past all the holiday madness but as expected, the post holiday blues have hit me pretty hard. This happens every year so it wasn't a shock but still isn't a welcome event. It's a combination of things that I haven't figured out how to circumvent yet. Ah well, this too shall pass.

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Red and Black

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• I had intentions of taking some naughty holiday photos but life and circumstances haven't cooperated so far.
• Mr. Man and I went out last night. Nipple and clit clamps were purchased. The jury is still out as to whether these are gonna be my thing or not. 
• I'm excited for the whole Santa thing and seeing kiddo light up, but family illness has put a major damper on the holiday for me. I've been in tears all day. 
• Hot sex has happened lately.
• Sexy new friends have been made.
• I don't really consider it a "friendship" if I am the one making all the effort and initiating the contact all the time. This does not refer to those referenced in the above bullet. Therefore, I don't plan to invest any more effort into those types of relationships.
• Mr. Man is the love of my life. He just held me in silence when I needed it today.
• I have New Year's resolutions in my head that shall not be verbalized because I believe that is a surefire way to jinx yourself.
• "God" is really pissing me off lately.
• I hope your holiday is sexy and bright!

I do love vintage jewelry

Update on Clark and Dara

So, remember this?

There have been texts back and forth and we are on the same page. We all want to see each other again. Sexy time is imminent. So that, my friends, is a win.

Except there is an "if". If we can get our fucking schedules to mesh. We require a bit of planning what with a small child and the need for a babysitter. Their kids are older but still live at home. The nights we have a sitter this month, they are out of town. Life stuff ya know. It sucks the spontaneity out of it but its ok. Its good to know where we all stand and hopefully schedules will work out eventually.

I'm cool with this actually. We made some great new friends that we feel good about exploring with sexually when the timing works out. Its nice. There's no pressure but its on the table. Besides, anticipation is half the fun.

xoxo,
Bella

Cop out post

But I still kinda like it.

Twitter followers, this is a rerun for you. Sorry.

Xoxo,

Bella