Thursday, October 11, 2012

burgers and sex: an analogy

I have things to say but it's late and I can't articulate them like I want to right now. They have to do with wanting to be tied up, made to submit, to be a sub to the right Dom. And being afraid to think too much about those things because there is a real possibility that I won't find that again. Mr. Man is willing but it doesn't work for me with him. I need that to be separate from my "real" life. It's tricky for me.

Let's be completely honest, if I never get the chance to play like that again, it won't be the end of the world. Its a sexual "extra" that I will be able to manage without. Like a hamburger without pickles. Good enough to eat, but not my ideal burger.

Damn I'm weird(er) when I'm tired.

5 comments:

  1. It would be fascinating to get an insight into what deeper emotions are at play in your submissive side, along with a description of your ideal Dom, and how he would handle you under these circumstances...

    Appreciatively,
    Sir x

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  2. Are you considering putting in an application? ;)

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  3. Seriously guy, stop teasing me. Ok, don't.

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  4. I am so hungry. Not sure what I'll eat for dinner. Hmm. I have an idea. Maybe I'll lie down and have you straddle my face. Feed me, Bella. Feed me.

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    1. For some bizarre reason, I find you adorable in your vulgarity.

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