I get so discouraged about my career. I hate the direction I've taken and the pigeonhole I currently find myself stuck in. I think back and try to recall exactly where I turned the wrong corner that got me to here. I've been telling myself that something has got to break or give or fall apart at some point, that I can't keep doing what I'm doing day after day, year after year. I'm too young and too smart to be doing something I hate, something that I get no fulfillment or joy out of, something that I've become apathetic towards. And yet, still I sit behind that desk and fake it over and over again. Smiling and nodding and agreeing at all the right times with all the right people. It's exhausting. It doesn't help that my boss is a total clueless bitch but that's an entirely different issue.
Anyway, this post was much longer but I got tired of reading my whining. Suffice it to say that it gets me down quite often. That "stuck" feeling is wearing on me and I don't see a solution anytime soon. I can be so much more than this, do so much more. I just need a chance to change my course.