A rebound. What a double entendre that is, eh?
I have come to the conclusion that I need a rebound/reentry (snicker) fuck to help me get off this mental hamster wheel I'm spinning in regarding our/my last relationship. No strings attached slam bam thank you ma'am now please go home and don't bug me. A good clear my head and reset my brain kind of fuck, ya know? It doesn't even have to involve any sort of BDSM, just a good ol' solid vanilla bangin'.
Its not even that I want/need to "get over" him because I'll always love him (cue cheesy music), but it's more like I need to get past him in my head. If that makes any sense.
I texted a bit with the wife of our new couple friends today but I can't decide if that's going anywhere or not. Honestly, this whole thing is just a matter of putting more effort into a search and I haven't really done that wholeheartedly yet. It's like looking for a new job. You gotta be picky because its kind of a big deal. And it takes time and effort and I'm lazy. What I need is to fuck someone I already know. Ahem. You know who you are. Wink wink. Call me.
For now, I'm off to jump Mr. Man and oh, here's a couple of new pics.
This post filed under "good god I'm such a whore". Heh.