I have things to say but it's late and I can't articulate them like I want to right now. They have to do with wanting to be tied up, made to submit, to be a sub to the right Dom. And being afraid to think too much about those things because there is a real possibility that I won't find that again. Mr. Man is willing but it doesn't work for me with him. I need that to be separate from my "real" life. It's tricky for me.
Let's be completely honest, if I never get the chance to play like that again, it won't be the end of the world. Its a sexual "extra" that I will be able to manage without. Like a hamburger without pickles. Good enough to eat, but not my ideal burger.
Damn I'm weird(er) when I'm tired.
It would be fascinating to get an insight into what deeper emotions are at play in your submissive side, along with a description of your ideal Dom, and how he would handle you under these circumstances...
ReplyDeleteAppreciatively,
Sir x
Are you considering putting in an application? ;)
ReplyDeleteSeriously guy, stop teasing me. Ok, don't.
ReplyDeleteI am so hungry. Not sure what I'll eat for dinner. Hmm. I have an idea. Maybe I'll lie down and have you straddle my face. Feed me, Bella. Feed me.
ReplyDeleteFor some bizarre reason, I find you adorable in your vulgarity.
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